WOW, that was something.
Not everyday you participate in delivering a child into this world. As the support person i got the honor of doing that, as the boyfriend was stuck at work (on a boat). It sure is something, i can tell you that. We managed to push out a lovely healthy perfect little girl with long dark hair. puh. CONGRATULATIONS.
Amazing, now someones life starts, really starts. Fortunately she has two great parents that will take care of her in the best possible way. And i will of course be there following every move, he he.
Off to the hospital soon to check on the mother and the new born. Hard to concentrate on anything else. What a night! It was for sure not the typical saturday night. Lovely.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Life Experience.
Sometimes you realize that you have experienced so little in life, things that you wouldn't want to go through, but others have. Things that you wonder if you could handle? Would i stay sane? How the bloody hell do others do it. Well, not all do manage to stay sane, some flipp out while others keep it all inside. Can't even imagine. What kind would i belong to? Does it even matter. No. All the things people have to do unvolountarily.. argh
Sometimes you realize that you have experienced so little in life, things that you wouldn't want to go through, but others have. Things that you wonder if you could handle? Would i stay sane? How the bloody hell do others do it. Well, not all do manage to stay sane, some flipp out while others keep it all inside. Can't even imagine. What kind would i belong to? Does it even matter. No. All the things people have to do unvolountarily.. argh
Friday, August 18, 2006
And it is friday.
It has been an interesting week. Trollet started a new job on monday, taking care of exchange students, that come to her uni. Or well, in fact she doesn't have to do that much, just certain things, quite chill. She has though been voted to be the hostess at a party for over 800 people.. he he. Not sure what she has to do, talk and say silly things. Well, large groups of people don't scare her so, should be fine. And besides if it gets scarry booze is easy to find. We'll see how that turns out.
That bad thing this week has been the head. The feeling has been like someone having a hard-core rave party in the head, and you don't want to be there.. That pretty much explains it, yes. It has been unpleasent, but hopefully over on sunday when the lump stops taking the medicines. Trollet was invited to a "kräftskiva-party" tomorrow, but decided that it is better to not go, with the rave-head..
Now she is off, from work, see how busy she is..blogging at work.. well, anyways, yes, she is off to meet backus, who will take a look at her computer and reinstall all programs as it has not been a happy camper lately.
The lump waves, the mind whispers and trollet screams: enjoy the weekend.
It has been an interesting week. Trollet started a new job on monday, taking care of exchange students, that come to her uni. Or well, in fact she doesn't have to do that much, just certain things, quite chill. She has though been voted to be the hostess at a party for over 800 people.. he he. Not sure what she has to do, talk and say silly things. Well, large groups of people don't scare her so, should be fine. And besides if it gets scarry booze is easy to find. We'll see how that turns out.
That bad thing this week has been the head. The feeling has been like someone having a hard-core rave party in the head, and you don't want to be there.. That pretty much explains it, yes. It has been unpleasent, but hopefully over on sunday when the lump stops taking the medicines. Trollet was invited to a "kräftskiva-party" tomorrow, but decided that it is better to not go, with the rave-head..
Now she is off, from work, see how busy she is..blogging at work.. well, anyways, yes, she is off to meet backus, who will take a look at her computer and reinstall all programs as it has not been a happy camper lately.
The lump waves, the mind whispers and trollet screams: enjoy the weekend.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
The idea of blogging?
Once again the thought of "huh" hit the mind. Blogging? Why? For me? For someone else? Fun? Release?
One thing is sure: Reasons and feelings, for and of blogging, are different for everyone doing it. Now it sounds like it would be a secret club of bloggers, "the ones doing it". Is it so? Trollet was asked if she believes it is a generation thing. Generation thing in the sense of people around 25 doing it more than people around 30. Is it so? Yes, maybe it is. Not to say that people over 30 don't blog or to say that 25 year olds all blogg. But then again, is there such a big gap between 25 and 30? some would certainly answer that yes, some would say no. The question is too broad. Of course it depends on what we look, lifestyle, interests and so on. It can be interesting to look at age differences, in some sense, but we shouldn't put too much in this category. Yes, yes, we are all different, all original individuals. Bla bla, this has been repeated too often. Isn't this obvious?
Anyway, blogging, maybe we don't always have to have an answer, or reason, to everything we do, especially blogging, it isn't, after all, very serious or harmful.
Trollet is home, feels good, drinking coffee and going through papers naked, one of the things she likes to do. New job starts tomorrow, nice. Some sort of day-routin will take place, new acquaintances and in some sense a step forward. Forward, where? Well, not sure, but at least a step in some direction, in contrast to standing at the same place waiting for something to happen, that might not. We'll see.
Once again the thought of "huh" hit the mind. Blogging? Why? For me? For someone else? Fun? Release?
One thing is sure: Reasons and feelings, for and of blogging, are different for everyone doing it. Now it sounds like it would be a secret club of bloggers, "the ones doing it". Is it so? Trollet was asked if she believes it is a generation thing. Generation thing in the sense of people around 25 doing it more than people around 30. Is it so? Yes, maybe it is. Not to say that people over 30 don't blog or to say that 25 year olds all blogg. But then again, is there such a big gap between 25 and 30? some would certainly answer that yes, some would say no. The question is too broad. Of course it depends on what we look, lifestyle, interests and so on. It can be interesting to look at age differences, in some sense, but we shouldn't put too much in this category. Yes, yes, we are all different, all original individuals. Bla bla, this has been repeated too often. Isn't this obvious?
Anyway, blogging, maybe we don't always have to have an answer, or reason, to everything we do, especially blogging, it isn't, after all, very serious or harmful.
Trollet is home, feels good, drinking coffee and going through papers naked, one of the things she likes to do. New job starts tomorrow, nice. Some sort of day-routin will take place, new acquaintances and in some sense a step forward. Forward, where? Well, not sure, but at least a step in some direction, in contrast to standing at the same place waiting for something to happen, that might not. We'll see.
Monday, August 07, 2006
Still in Gothenburg.
The lump is still tired, the mind happier and trollet just hanging along. The influence and power of discussing is amazing. Discussion once again helped opening some knots, or lets say, knots that might have appeard. Quite sure they would have, but now knowledge and experience is shared, good. Much easier to understand the world the unity is living in, or more accurately the person she is living with.
Tomorrow trollet packs her bag and goes to helsinki, stays there a few days with the family before she heads home to turku. it's been a while again since she was there, it will be nice to be home, meet friends and sleep in a comfortable bed. also a new job is waiting, nice, even though the bloody thesis is not ready. Oh well, it will be one day. It will be interesting what this fall brings when the leaves starts to fall and the weather gets colder. One things is sure, it will not and shall not be anything like last fall. It was quite an unhappy chaotic period in trollet's life. This fall trollet needs to be productive and effective, find a job or think of something to do, focus on the good things around her, and there are plenty of those and not let any old sorrows effect her too much, which they tend to do once in a while.
It will be good.
The lump is still tired, the mind happier and trollet just hanging along. The influence and power of discussing is amazing. Discussion once again helped opening some knots, or lets say, knots that might have appeard. Quite sure they would have, but now knowledge and experience is shared, good. Much easier to understand the world the unity is living in, or more accurately the person she is living with.
Tomorrow trollet packs her bag and goes to helsinki, stays there a few days with the family before she heads home to turku. it's been a while again since she was there, it will be nice to be home, meet friends and sleep in a comfortable bed. also a new job is waiting, nice, even though the bloody thesis is not ready. Oh well, it will be one day. It will be interesting what this fall brings when the leaves starts to fall and the weather gets colder. One things is sure, it will not and shall not be anything like last fall. It was quite an unhappy chaotic period in trollet's life. This fall trollet needs to be productive and effective, find a job or think of something to do, focus on the good things around her, and there are plenty of those and not let any old sorrows effect her too much, which they tend to do once in a while.
It will be good.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
greetings from Göteborg
Trollet survived a horror conference in estonia where everything went wrong, oh well. at least the things that went wrong had nothing to do with troll and her crew. They worked their asses off and did a good job. ans manage to have som fun in the middle of total chaos
Now the trinity is in gothenburg, trying to relax but the mind is still on high speed. The lump is tense, and trollet just hanging around. the trinity will hopefully relax soon and enjoy the time with the object. Nice ti be here.
jep jep
Trollet survived a horror conference in estonia where everything went wrong, oh well. at least the things that went wrong had nothing to do with troll and her crew. They worked their asses off and did a good job. ans manage to have som fun in the middle of total chaos
Now the trinity is in gothenburg, trying to relax but the mind is still on high speed. The lump is tense, and trollet just hanging around. the trinity will hopefully relax soon and enjoy the time with the object. Nice ti be here.
jep jep
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