To my Surprise...

To Trollet's surprise she got a sudden urge to be at her lighthouse, alone for just a few nights. Enjoy the wind, the sea, the noises, the scariness, the coldness, the sauna, the sun, the room at the attic and the fantastic atmosphere.

If all summer long, at the lighthouse, would be like it is in April she would definitely want to be there. But in June-July-august there are up to 500 people a day and ... well it is bloody stressful and simply a mess. Trollet enjoys the "real" lighthouse atmosphere that one can get being there early spring or late autumn. It is very romantic. She will not go there this summer. Maybe for a visit but that's it.

Tomorrow Trollet is getting things checked and the results in a week. A calm weekend is ahead, good. That is what she needs. No parties for this lump. The lump can't take it right now. Clean up the flat, so N's things will find a place, bike to Ruissalo with K, hang around and maybe have a glass of wine at Bristol.. well that is NOT partying, just one glass, that is alright, isn't it? Yup, the lump nods.

Tomorrow is already Wednesday. weeks go by so fast. Trollet has work until 22 of April and then one doesn't know what will happen. NO stress. Trollet doesn't need more stress. One thing at the time. Health first.

That was an eventfull weekend

Party at K's was great. People in a good mood, great atmosphere and a bloody awesome flat. Trollet was slightly thirsty when she jumped on the train Saturday morning going to Helsinki.

Then the relative parties started. The one Saturday evening was nice, the crew from Norway was there, that was fun. Nice party, came home early, went to bed early. Woke up at seven Sunday morning, ready for next relative party. There was 70 of us, lots of wine, laughter, fantastic food, some irritating cousins but mostly really nice ones. Then Trollet got a ride back to Turku, good deal, can't complain.

Trollet has been thinking about health and well being. You don't really appreciate health until you realize that you are maybe about to loose it or already have lost it. What can you do? Well lots of things. You can eat healthy, do sports, sleep more, work/stress less, party less, stop smoking. But what if you do follow these, well most of these, most if the time, and you still loose your health? What the bloody hell can you do then? well medications and all that shit. But, one should really appreciate good health and take care of oneself. Once you loose your health it will affect everything else, surely will. Doesn't mean that everything is lost after that, but simply that it will have an impact on things.

Trollet hopes that the lump and the unity will get over this one. Always something, this is different though, not knowing what it is.. oh well. She will make it, like she always have.

Alrighty !

Hey, look at this picture ! Trollet found it, going through old pics on her computer. Isn't it great? So where is it from? It is from Kulusuk, Greenland. Trollet was there 10 days 2003, awesome.

It was bloody fantastic. She is going through a dreaming face, probably because she is writing a book...

What? A book? Yup, she nods. Well, maybe it will never be a book, but something in that direction. She writes about travelling memories, mainly about the three month Asia trip in 2004. She realized though that there is so many details she really can't remember but on the other hand she also remember things she thought she had forgotten. The main point is that she enjoys writing it and of course it will in 20 years be a fun memory. Can't you imagine Trollet's grand kids reading about her insane trip with Kinkke?? ha ha.. When they see this they will probably laugh even more...

He he No comment.. Trollet was having fun. Actually she found this pic on the internet.. Well enough about that.

Today Trollet and K hanged around the city of Turku, after work, and enjoyed a glass of wine. What a feeling. You get so fantastically soft and tired after afternoon wine. And a very big change took place today. Trollet took a plant from her job, bought a nice flowerpot to put it in and lets not forget the earth. She planted it, the plant called Gullun, and it looks so happy. Gullun found a home, a good home with Trollet.

Tomorrow is more work, and more sports. This weekend is a family weekend for Trollet, well except for friday, when she is going to K nr 2. Alrighty. Enjoy.

A new political era, and not a good one..

Election day was yesterday and the conservative party took over. Bloody hell. The direction Finland is going in is not a good one. Less taxes, more part time/short jobs, more privatisation, fees for university and much more. Trollet is not happy at all. In fact she is very disappointed with the Finnish population and the left minded people that didn't vote. We shall see how hard we will hit the wall..

Trollet has been doing sports, nice. Of course there was the traditional drinking Saturday night. Trollet stayed home Friday night which was good, she needed it and she wasn't in the mood for party at all. Sunday was as usual hang over day.

The object comes over quite soon. Exciting.

Finally a bloody Master of Arts

Hell yeah.

Trollet is not only a juice master but also a Master of Arts, even though she prefers to think of herself as a Master of Philosophy. Oh la la. 20 years of school and studying is over if she wishes it to be! What a feeling.. Well actually it doesn't really feel anywhere yet, but it will. Yay.

The sport bug is still here teasing the crew. Nice.

Tomorrow is friday and weekend, aah. Will the mind row away on the river, stay in turku, stay inside or let loose? Well last time the unity was out partying the mind, the lump and the troll went nuts and had lots of fun. One never knows what happens. Everything is possible. One thing is for sure, and that is that she will enjoy herself and relax. She didn't really have a weekend last weekend as saturday was work and sunday was driving around espoo checking out conference locations, so in other words, sunday was work as well. Now she has nothing at all that she has to do. Just hang around.

The object is coming to trollet. Actually he is moving in with her. Hihi. Exciting, very exciting.

International chick day

Today is the international chick day. Congrats.
Tonight trollet is going to Ladyfest, meet ladies of all kinds and listen to good music. Nice. Tomorrow she goes to Helsinki, to work all weekend, with philosophy stuff but also with bloody NSU. Besides this, trollet is also having dinner with parents. Hopefully nice. This week trollet has been working, doing sports and yeah, that's about it. Well of course plenty of coffee drinking with other lumps, which is always nice.

Trollet's friends are all getting bitten by the sports bug. Everyone is working out, which is nice. It will be a juice-crew this summer, even though it already is. Nice that everyone is in the same spirit, to combine work, coffee drinking, sports and booze. Excellent.

Dr Phil has been absent the last days, even weeks. Maybe trollet broke up with the afternoon session. Not a bad temporary decision. He tend to always come back, so we shall see, when and where he turns up.

Enjoy the weekend!

Disappointment..

Disappointed in people, well certain people, one person. When you are told something, you believe it. You do your best, and it is not enough. That disappointment you can live with, but when someone also tells you it is bloody good, just to laugh in your face, you get disappointed. All you want to know is why? Why does one want to do that? The worse thing is that otherwise it would have been okey, but because of this stupid comment you thought you did a better job than you actually did. Stupid. Oh well.. at least it is over. Completely over and trollet doesn't have to return to that world ever again. still she is stuck in it..

And then there is the bloody kitchen. Water everywhere, like a fucking river starting from the sink. who wants to have a river in the kitchen.. ? As art it could be interesting, but not on the floor, everywhere. There is also co-workers that are old, boring and never stop talking..Jesus Christ, you want to fill the non stopping mouth with papers.

But there was also a silly man. A man that stopped trollet on the street, just to tell her that she is cute. Wow, that doesn't happen too often in this Nordic country. And there was a relaxing tour at the swimming pool. Trollet floated around 1 km and enjoyed sauna afterward. These were the good things. The bad things were much bigger and meaningful. Well, there is also the object. He makes trollet feel good, he is there for her. That must be categorized as a good thing! definitely.

Hang over sunday, as usually

Last night, what a night.

Dinner with K, wine, drinks, meeting up with the juicy-team. More drinks, sillyness -> Gringo. Smooth dance moves, funny music, interesting people. Bloody juicy night. What else can the mind say, the team is one hell of a team.


Trollet tried to make a statement about ass grabbing. Good intention but wasn't as smooth as planned. Oh well. She just wanted to say hey, you can't just grabb someones ass, walk away, say nothing, act like nothing. That maybe the ass doesn't want to be grabbed.


Who is that --->
It is the object ! he looks like that, at least once in a while. ha ha.
Tomorrow is a new week. Hopefully a nice one. Maybe it is something one can decide... manipulate oneself to have a nice week, yes, why not?

Early saturday morning

Good Morning
Trollet woke up at 8, which at some point is silly as it is Saturday and she could finally sleep a bit longer but on the other hand it is nice as she woke up fresh, no hang over, and has the entire day to enjoy. Coffee taste good today, very good. Trollet loves to have long mornings, read the newspaper, drink coffee and just hang around for hours. This is what the weekends are for. Usually though the mornings are spoiled with dreadful headache, smoke-too-much-cough, and small memories of oneself ruling the dance floor.

Trollets dad is in Turku. They met last night. She wasn't too exciting at first, but it was nice. They went to a museum, had dinner, wine and just chilled out. He might come over in a while for a coffee. Trollet have to run to the store with the huge bags of empty bottles, as they still lay around..

Tonight? What are our plans, the mind asks. The lump is looking suspicious. Trollet is not sure. maybe movies, maybe a few beers, or then maybe a full night out. She could do a few beers, or a movie..hmm.. It is still early. We shall see where the unity takes them this time.
Trollet needs more coffee, and off she goes...

Thursday Dinner

Trollet is not hiding nor floating anymore. She is out there, looking. Observing her surrounding, the people around her, the snow, the cookies and in a few hours also the wine and the food. Nice. She is eating dinner at K's place with a few other lumps. Nice lumps. Small and dark lumps. Amusing lumps. Tomorrow is friday and then the weekend is here again. Trollet's dad is visiting on friday. Interesting. Saturday will maybe be an easy night, one never knows even though plans have been made in that direction.

Days go by quite fast. Most of the day trollet sits in an office, event though offices are rather uncommon for trolls. She enjoys it. She can do things in her way and people seem rather pleased with her. Nice. She also has time for eating cookies and looking out the window.