Disappointment..

Disappointed in people, well certain people, one person. When you are told something, you believe it. You do your best, and it is not enough. That disappointment you can live with, but when someone also tells you it is bloody good, just to laugh in your face, you get disappointed. All you want to know is why? Why does one want to do that? The worse thing is that otherwise it would have been okey, but because of this stupid comment you thought you did a better job than you actually did. Stupid. Oh well.. at least it is over. Completely over and trollet doesn't have to return to that world ever again. still she is stuck in it..

And then there is the bloody kitchen. Water everywhere, like a fucking river starting from the sink. who wants to have a river in the kitchen.. ? As art it could be interesting, but not on the floor, everywhere. There is also co-workers that are old, boring and never stop talking..Jesus Christ, you want to fill the non stopping mouth with papers.

But there was also a silly man. A man that stopped trollet on the street, just to tell her that she is cute. Wow, that doesn't happen too often in this Nordic country. And there was a relaxing tour at the swimming pool. Trollet floated around 1 km and enjoyed sauna afterward. These were the good things. The bad things were much bigger and meaningful. Well, there is also the object. He makes trollet feel good, he is there for her. That must be categorized as a good thing! definitely.