Monday, March 27, 2006

The main lump and the mind are trying to cooperate.

The mind keeps escaping, strolling around in an empty field, looking for something to hold on to, doesn't seem to find anything, keeps on pondering, feeling empty and sad. The body is trying to hold on to the wondering mind; easier to cooperate as a unity and not as two seperate parts going in opposite directions. The mind realize there is nothing to be found in this field, moves on to the next one. Anything there?

The mind sees things it has had in its posession before, but never managed to hold on to, so decides to just keep on strolling. More familiar things comes along, the Lump looks in the other direction.What is the mind really looking for? The Lump has no idea, just hoping to see something that will blow its mind. Realistic? Hell no, and the Lump knows it, so maybe it will never stop strolling. Yes, that is it.

The Lump will always be a unity of a mind and a slow moving lump strolling in emptyness, stopping once in a while feeling almost happy, but then decides that it needs lonelyness and sadness. Or will it?

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