Night before leaving to the lighthouse.
Has been a good day, karin join the gang of 26 year olds, cider in the sun, job interview, talk with Olli, beers at Gringo and such things. Can't complain still the mind is not jumping of joy.
This is though the usual feeling before heading out to the tiny island, check this out: http://www.bengtskar.fi/images/ollihas5.JPG
I do enjoy the lighthouse, the island, the wind, particularly the sea, mostly the people i work with but still the feeling, before leaving, is always melancolic, more restless than normally and rather sad. It is neither the fact to be at work for 10 days. Nor is it the fact to be so isolated from friends, internet, city life, bars and so on, as i do enjoy taking a break every now and then. What is it then?
Well, as a matter of fact it is probably just a mental preparation. It will be alright once i see the sea and feel the wind in my hair, and once the lighthouse appears as a tiny dot in the horisont. Then the troll smiles and forgets about everything and everyone that spinns around like a hamster in her mind. She focuses on sucking up the atmosphere, and ooooh, what a atmosphere it is.
See you on monday the 8th.
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You won't read this unitl you're back but here's a little message to the little lighthouse troll:
You're gone from the city and already you're missed!! Thanks for making my birthday a fantastic one. Hope the mind will be at ease out at the lighthouse, and that the unity will find some calmness out there.
Love ya!
Hejsan! Vad fint du hade skrivit om Bsk... nästan sa att jag ocksa börjar längta söderut nu!
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