The art of doing nothing.

Many people need skills to relax and chill out, others need skills to actually get things done. But honestly it is a form of art of doing nothing, and i mean really nothing. what is nothing? can one really say that one is doing nothing? is one not always doing something.. like thinking, moving or simply breathing. Alright, well not nothing in that sense, but nothing productive for days, for weeks, for months. Is the art of doing nothing a good form of art? Well good according to who and what? Is modern art good? Is painting or craftwork good? Can you judge art of being good or bad? Maybe you can, and especially the art of doing nothing. Some people might think that it is impossible to call it art while others are in the middle of it and enjoy it to the max. What does trollet think of it?

Hmm, well she is sort of in the middle of it, the art of doing nothing. Is it good? Good and bad, she would answer. Not sure. Not good in the sense that she knows she will have to leave this form of art in a while and she also wants to, so she can't really enjoy it fully.

What does the words I LOVE YOU really mean?? Seriously. What the bloody hell does it mean. ok, you can say you love bananas and chinese food but when you say it to a person i would asume that you mean something different. what is it that you mean? I have put love on a scale
1) have crush
2) fall for someone
3) be in love
4) love someone (whatever that might include)

so if someone tells you they love you then one could asume that you are now one lever 4. so, does it mean that you have gone through 1-3 before 4 ? Can you jump over one step or is it impossible? Can you put love on a scale like this? Trollet shakes her head. She says it is different for different people. Yeah, but is it really so different. You feel different things for different people and we are all different yes, but can you just meet someone and state " i am on lever 4" without haveing experinced 1-3. Or is it so that the speed of 1-3 varies but you still have to go through them? Hmm, not sure. Isn't it also so that with lever 4 we mean different things? Or do we?

The mind is rowing again.. bloody hell. where is she going this time? it is freezing cold outside but the mind is still rowing down the river in this little shaky rowing boat. Come back before morning, we are going to Helsinki, trollet screams.