Regretting..

Why do you do things you know you will regret?Then again why regret it, if you want to do it? But then again, sometimes you regret that you didn't do something. That is as bad, or actually even worse.

Once a while trollet find her in situation where she fully understand what she does and still chooses to do it, even though she knows that she might regret it, or rather that she shouldn't have done it. She has realized that "shouldn't have done it" and "might regret" don't always match in the real world. Yes, there are things you shouldn't do but have no reason to regret. There are also things that you shouldn't do and you have all reasons to regret, but you don't. It was still worth it, whatever it was. The mind is not just talking about relationships and "mistakes" but decision making and much more. You can make a decision and regret it like hell. You can also make a decision, be very unsure if it was the right thing, regret to some extent but later realize that, hell yeah, it was the right thing to do.

Sometimes trollet also find herself in situations where she chooses to say or do something, even though she know she shouldn't. She knows there is a risk for regretting but she convinces herself that she simply has to, otherwise she would regret it for the rest of her life.. well ok, at least for a long time. So, should you say everything you think about and do everything that strikes you as a good thing to do? Well, NO. But.. Some situations though require spontanity and, bloody hell, why not say it, if you really think you should.

There is a lot of things one could and maybe should regret, but what is really the point? The mind is not talking about crime that you have done and regret, but rather about quite simple things. Will trollet regret what she might do in the near future? What is it? Well honestly she is not sure. It might be either way, still possible to regret in both ways.. Lots of thinking has been in the air. The decision will not be a spontanious one. She hopes. At least she know that it won't be an easy one to do.