Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Alone in crowds?

Feeling like one even though there is two. Trolls are always alone. Doesn’t matter if there are people around or not, Trolls are always alone. Doesn’t matter if there is a partner or not, Trolls are still alone. Aren’t we alone? Alone with ourselves, in happiness and in sorrow.

We can never escape ourselves no matter how hard we try and we can never be someone else. The question that remains is, can Trolls be with others and not feel alone? Sure, would one maybe answer. This Troll is not so convinced. People are all around her daytime, nighttime, lunchtime, dinner time, sport time and yet she feels alone. Why? She keeps so much to herself, and only herself.

Has Trollet never felt that she is at the same time alone as she is together with someone? That she can’t deny. She has felt it, definitely has. She enjoys being one and two at the same time. You feel your individuality at the same time as you feel a strong togetherness. So then you can be with others and not feel alone? Answer is probably yes. But you can also be with others and still feel alone. Someone that others would never regard as a loner can in fact feel like a loner. Loner on good and in bad.

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