It's over, it's all over

Trollet did it: she said that she can't handle it no more. She has to run and be on her own. Is she happy about it, is she relieved, is she excited about being single again? No No No. She is quite sad, confused and tired. Partner is a mess. He wants them to give each other time and love. He wants things to be good. But they aren't and they haven't been for a while. Trollet hasn't been happy. Has she done the right thing now? She doesn't know, she knows nothing anymore. But yes, she thinks she has. The gut feeling tells her that, even though it is very very difficult to see partner so sad. She just want to hug him and say that things will be okey, but they won't. She has to esacpe. They still live together so things aren't easy. It is actually a bloody mess.