Trollet has been in Vaasa the last 8 days, which explains the total silence. Glad to hear that she has been missed! Being in Vaasa was good, very good, mainly because she got to be with M. M makes her feel good. M is a wonderful being.
Trollet is aware of the fact that the mind has been slightly absent the last days which doesn’t make the troll, the lump and the mind an easy unity to live with. She knows that. Lots of things in life make her confused and rather lost. There is a tornado in the head that doesn’t let go. It prevents Trollet from sleeping. Where the tornado travels next and what shape it will transform itself into is unknown. Should Trollet just sit back, drink wine and see where it goes or should she try to catch it? She has no idea. Maybe the best thing she can do, or not do, is to try to not follow the tornado in its wild turns. Just watch it pass, while drinking wine. Trollet knows that after storm follows a wind free period. Let’s wait for that.
Trollet just got back to Turku. When she got off the train she couldn’t resist smiling looking at the people in Turku. Turku has a special feeling. Trollet has never seen more alcoholics in city. Turku is also filled with bohemians, wannabies, pretty girls, pretty boys, old people, intellectuals, artists and what not. It is a real mix of it all, just like it should be in a city. Turku is somehow funny. The city makes trollet smile. It is her city at the same time as she feels stuck in it. Standing at one place while trying to run.
All in all though Trollet is quite content; she just needs to figure some things out without putting on the backpack and escape. The clues for success are just behind the corner, and Trollet might actually know how to get there. She just needs to check that she is holding the right map. Yup. Alright. Let’s go then.
4 comments:
Glad u made it back happy trollet! :) I know i'm repeatin myself but they say good things come to those who wait...
Maybe they do, unless you mess them up... ;) that is trollet's speciality: mess à la trollet served on one enormous plate! what about yourself? about to sail away anytime soon? otherwise? discussion topic is always trollet, why not you for a change? ;)
hehe, cause i still have trouble writin down here what i feel like.. Things will change, bare with me, i'm just a newbie :) Stayin in Paris until september, was expectin a friend to come visit (female) but that went down the swanny as we say.. So i'm just gettin drunk until then hehe. Will try to conjure up some thoughts on living distant relationships: as I just found out it's not always easy. I sometimes feel like I pay dearly for being too honest and not slip in a casual lie here and there... Life, i swear.. hehe xx
here the thoughts come ;) oh yes, distant relationships.. not the easiest thing, but on the other hand you have time for yourself while you also have someone you are fond of out there. communications is the hard part, i think. sometimes you analyze too much which can lead to silly misunderstandings.. oh well. sometimes i wonder if it is worth it, to have a distant relationship, but then the person you are with calls and makes you feel soft and fluffy and then you realize that yup, after all, it IS worth it.
Sorry to hear about your friend, that she is not coming. Drinking is always a good solution ! :)
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