Trollet forgot what to write

It happened again..
She had completely clear thoughts last night, things made sense and she was looking forward thinking about it today, but nah, clear thoughts at night seems to disappear into the dark. Trollet was smiling and nodding to herself, that is how clear it was. Where do the thoughts go? Do they just die during the night or do they dig a hole in Trollet's mind and hide, just to tease? Not sure. Hopefully they come back tonight.
She remembers certain thoughts but not the general idea. Something about kidnapping a specific lump that has no clue yet that it will happen and taking that lump abroad.
Well, maybe she doesn't have the courage but she would want to. Be more spontaneous than now and say, hey lump, wanna do this? Some would probably say that Trollet is quite spontaneous already but she could see herself much more spontaneous. She doesn't mean doing stupid things, rather interesting fun stuff that just needs to be done now. Trollet and the lump will meet, should she just kidnap right away or slowly bring on the idea of leaving this town, for a few months... crazy crazy ideas. yes yes she knows. What will the lump think? Is the idea of being kidnapped by trollet and taken for adventure scary in a positive way or just generally scary?

Trollet is very content. She is happy at work, interesting stuff and lots to do, lovely people. She is also happy with her free time activity. Lots of sports and meeting people. Since she came home from Norway and Sweden she has only been home to sleep. Feels good to be active and not think negative thought that doesn't bring you anywhere. Tonight she is meeting a sort of friend that isn't really a friend, yet. Might become friends and why not. Friends are good.

Trollet is back to being Trollet, full tempo, messy hair and lots of laughter.