More patient?

Someone told Trollet she needs to be more patient with herself and with others. True, but then again maybe it is for the best to react. When she is patient with herself, or tries to be, usually means that she hides, hides in a cave from it all, instead of saying exactly what is on her mind. Sometimes one needs time to think and collect ones thought before speaking but other times you just know what you want directly, so why not say it? If you react strongly to something as being very unfair, why not say it? Of course there are different ways of saying it, sure. Being patient doens't mean that one shouldn't say what is hiding in that little head, no, but sometimes you just need it to be said at once. Trollet knows that she isn't always extremely patient. She wants things to happens, and she wants them to happen now.. sure, she can admit that. This time though, it wasn't trollet that wasn't patient, giving it all some time, it was someone else. She got upset but she understood. The other person should have been more patient with what he said. Trollet should be more patient but so should others. So, here you go, a little defense speak from The Mind ;)

Things are good. Very good. Trollet is back in Turku, and have just enjoyed a few glasses of wine with K. Nice evening as always. Trollet is glad to be at home. Actually very nice to be home alone for a while. Think about things and sort some things out. She is waiting for a special fool to arrive. She wishes that he would be here, even though she is glad to be alone. Does it make any sense? Nah, maybe not. This is what it means to be two and yet alone, but in a good sense. You can be in someones presence without feeling that you need to entertain. You can just hang out. That is the best sort of two-one. As trollet has stated before one is always alone in life, alone in a profound meaning. You can be with tons of people and feel alone. You can be with just one other person and feel alone. One the other hand you can be alone and not feel alone. You can be 24-7 with someone without feeling bothered. Being alone and together is a funny thing. Trollet can't stop thinking about it. Silly things.

Good Night